Sunday, April 05, 2020

Green Grass and Snow and . . . .





This is the time to be slow,
Lie low to the wall
Until the bitter weather passes.


Try, as best you can, not to let
The wire brush of doubt
Scrape from your heart
All sense of yourself
And your hesitant light.


If you remain generous,
Time will come good;
And you will find your feet
Again on fresh pastures of promise,
Where the air will be kind
And blushed with beginning.


JOHN O'DONOHUE
Excerpt from his books, To Bless the Space Between Us (US) / Benedictus (Europe)
Co. Clare / Ireland - 2020
Photo: © Ann Cahill



I saw this poem on Facebook earlier this week.

It seemed appropriate for today and on every day for who knows how long.

I woke up an hour late this morning.  

Even the extra hour of sleep could not erase the now-too-common early-morning shock that we are NOT living in a bad dream. 

Seems like each morning, for a second or two after waking, life seems normal.

Then, the brain kicks in with the ominous reminder that this is all more real than any of us would ever choose it to be.

And, so reminders like the poem above can serve as a daily mantra, a hopeful one.

As far as Lovestead news today, Bill can still say that it has snowed all through April----five days now.

Today my phone is reminding me that we have a flight leaving Dublin in approximately an hour. 

That flight takes us to Seattle, where we’ll pick up our luggage and recheck it at the Alaska ticket desk.

Then, we’ll head to our gate and wait to board.  We’ll arrive in Spokane about 9:30 and drive home to Sandpoint, arriving before midnight---if we don’t stop off at DICKS for hamburgers, shakes, fish and chips.

If we do that, we will surely arrive home after midnight.

But wait----that’s the last remnant of the big dream we had as a family.

A wake-up call says, we are living in another bad dream, and today there’ll be no flights, no DICKS, no dropping into bed, exhausted.

Yup, the last remnant of that family dream will disappear from the phone probably within the next hour, as will the reminder of the Alaska flight by day’s end.

With luck and hope, a dream deferred and even better when it comes true. 

We have even remarked in the last week that we would have missed all this snow had we been in Ireland.

That thought reminds me that our winter of 2019-20 has lasted a full six months.  Bill and I were in Ireland when it started back in late September and October.
 
While enjoying dessert in the cafeteria of the Irish National Stud on Oct. 10, we couldn’t believe our phones when Facebook postings were noting that schools were closed because of snow.

Yup, the winter has been a long one.  At least, it’s tolerable now, knowing that by week’s end, we’ll be in the 60s.

Thoughts like that give us reasons to be excited.

Plus, I have to admit that bright white snow blended with ever-greening grass creates some spectacular scenes.

About the only sight prettier in my mind are those black and white Collies and that little Aussie cavorting or standing proud against the green.  

As it continues to grow and green up, they'll be create more stunning scenes, and we LOVE those moments.

The funniest moment yesterday:  seeing my daughter-in-law Debbie's "story" on Facebook.  

Twas her namesake dessert treat logo where during 14 days of quarantine "Little Debbie" morphs into "Big Debbie."  

If you have a chance to find it somewhere on the Internet, you should enjoy a chuckle. 

While I did some yard work and watched yet another news conference spewing out mixed and some very irresponsible messages  about how we are supposed to keep flattening the curve with the virus, Bill was off on a drive to places he plans to feature in an upcoming Daily Bee article. 

This article focuses on places with space where folks can still go to get outside, to exercise, to breathe fresh air and to enjoy the spring beauty of North Idaho. 

Stay tuned. 

And, so we soldier on, day by day, doing our best to avoid thinking about living in a bad dream. 

It's tough, but if we can remember and practice Donohue's words about generosity, 


Time will come good;
And you will find your feet
Again on fresh pastures of promise,
Where the air will be kind
And blushed with beginning.
















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